It is in you. <3

Long weekend.

Jadwal tidur kacau. And congratulations, finally I got my panda's eyes O____O midnight feels like afternoon haha lol wtf.

I wish this will be my wedding dress soon :3

Hey mofos!

Beyond gorg!!!

What u think about before sleep at night is always something u can't have...

What my mom just said, so true. all of them. I'm still remember it. and it hurts...

Now I know y everybody keeps a distance from me, I know the only reason y it's happened...and I'm afraid if it'll get worse...all I wanna do is kill myself.

Much thing I can't understand, about myself.. Y IM TOO TEMPERAMENTAL? Y IM TOO SELFISH? Y IM TOO CHILDISH? Y IM TOO EXAGGERATED? Y IM TOO SENSITIVE? Y IM TOO OVERTHINK? Y IM TOO MUCH NEGATIVE THINKING? THE WORST THING IS, Y I CAN'T CHANGE THESE BAD BEHAVE?????????????????
God, I've so much questions to ask to you..please answers me. y was I born if I'm just destined to be A FUCKING ASSHOLE AND JERK? please, God I need u. I know I'm not the most religious man in the world but please I'm still your human, your creature..

Stone Honey ring

Supra shoes

Supra shoes (see more supra shoes)
1.284.740 IDR


omfgomfgomfg these are so damn good, I want these :'

Some random pics I love.

Reminds me of....

So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.. and I go back to December, all the time.

Life.

Maybe the conclusion of life is FOLLOWING and to be FOLLOWED. am i right?

One thing I shud try on when I'm on my spare time and nothin to do...


MAKE A RAINBOW CAKE! yaaaay!

VOICI! this is the kind of rainbow cake.

sounds so nommmm, right?

Sumthin nice I got on tumblr.

this would be great!!! where can i get this? teehee

Le Festin by Camille

Les rêves des amoureux sont comm’e le bon vin
Ils donnent de la joie ou bien du chagrin
Affaibli par la faim je suis malheureux
Volant en chemin tout ce que je peux
Car rien n’est gratuit dans la vie

L’espoir est un plat bien trop vite consommé
A sauter les repas je suis habitué
Un voleur solitaire est triste à nourrir
A un jeu si amer je n’peux réussir
Car rien n’est gratuit dans…

La vie… Jamais on ne me dira
Que la course aux étoiles; ça n’est pas pour moi
Laissez moi vous émerveiller et prendre mon en vol
Nous allons en fin nous régaler

La fête va enfin commencer
Sortez les bouteilles; finis les ennuis
Je dresse la table, de ma nouvelle vie
Je suis heureux à l’idée de ce nouveau destin
Une vie à me cacher et puis libre enfin
Le festin est sur mon chemin

Une vie à me cacher et puis libre enfin
Le festin est sur mon chemin


(soundtrack of Ratatouille)

I beg ya.

I hate to see you cryin', even it's because of me. I hate those tears, dear. Please wipe'em up, and promise me you'll never cry again..at least in front of me. 'cause I gonna hurt myself if you do that again :(

Happy Belated Birthday, Indonesia!

This is from us to you! <3

Me, Danny, Pandu, Sasa, Nella, Effine.

Thousand thanks for AbankIrenk Creative!

Something you two shud have.

Don't have any establishment.

Aku ngga punya pendirian. Apapun omongan orang selalu aku dengerin, no matter it's good or bad buat aku. And that's my stupid behave that I hate the most. Aku pengen berubah, ngga mau kayak gini terus :'( Aku pengen berarti buat orang lain..

!

Y you came again?
:'\
But I'm a dork 'cause I let you in.

Dyed-hair.

I want my hair just dyed like this!!! Maybe I'll get this soon as possible, haha. but I wish my hair was blonde instead of black. huhu

Here we go.. Justin Drew Bieber, ladies!

Y there's such a boy like this in this world? Geez....

THERE'S NO GOODBYE, DARLING.

I don't care how much they hate you, how much they tell shits about us, how much they tell bad things about you, I'm still in you.... I'll still wait for the day when we will be together forever. :').

I want to...

IF I CAN DIE NOW, I WILL. or if I can turn back the time before these situations, I WILL, really. God...need your professional advices.

:)

Thanks for coming since the beginning of this year... Thanks for ruining my life, thanks for thought & shared me the hardest life you ever had... Thanks for caring & loving me so much as you can... Thanks for keep holdin' for our relationship... Thanks for being there when I was alone & scared...

Thanks for being my life. :).

Facts...

I never wanna hurt anybody..every single human. Even they would hurt me so bad.
I hate when expectations >< reality. But that always HAPPENS.
I don't have any best friends. But I have the similar one, which called CLOSE FRIENDS. but I also have a lot of friends, but the one that I can trust only finger-counted.
I hate the people who always brag everything they have. Like I give a shit?!
I always insecure with everything. my body my lovelife my money my school my face even my life.
I'm not a good girl, I have so many flaws, I'm hard headed. yet I don't wanna be a bad girl either :)
When I love a man, I always make him as my second priority after my family. I always wanna be on his side. I always support him at any situations. Besides, I'm the loyal one :)

Dying.

I currently miss my boy so much :'( wanna hold his hands, kiss him on the cheek&lips, listen to his silly jokes, and laugh at his dummy acts... gotta get to you a.s.a.p., sweetheart! xoxo

Report.

Currently have a new haircut :) and I LOOOOVEEEE my hair so much <3 fits perfectly with my face :D and this I tucked the photo of moi!

Y SO SERIOUS?

Y SO SERIOUS? by voiciamelia featuring black jewelry

Invasion.

Invasion. by voiciamelia featuring a crew neck tee

Beach Chick.

Beach Chick. by voiciamelia featuring leather shoes

Distortion Heart.

Distortion Heart. by voiciamelia featuring a black necklace

White Shirt Influence.

White Shirt Influence. by voiciamelia featuring sterling silver jewelry

IT ALL ENDS..

Harry Potter movie series are done.
:-(
Mischief Manage.

Listen to this! Listen to me, biatch!

Can't stay at home, can't stay at school 
Old folks say, ya poor little fool 
Down the street I'm the girl next door 
I'm the fox you've been waiting for 

Hello Daddy, hello Mom 
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb 
Hello world I'm your wild girl I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb k.com/r/runaways/cherry+bomb_20119840.html ] 
Stone age love and strange sounds too 
Come on baby let me get to you 
Bad nights cause'n teenage blues 
Get down ladies you've got nothing to lose 

Hello Daddy, hello Mom 
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb 
Hello world I'm your wild girl 
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb 

Hey street boy what's your style 
Your dead end dreams don't make you smile 
I'll give ya something to live for 
Have ya, grab ya til your sore 

Hello Daddy, hello Mom 
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb 
Hello world I'm your wild girl 
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb

Craving list #2

This cute HP Mini Notebook. Gimmeeeee :(

This Sirion Femme. Idk why but I love this car. Wanna buy one :(

I'M CRAVING FOR THESE.... I don't care how expensive these shits but I gonna buy'em! :D

Classy.

Classy. by voiciamelia featuring a dolman dress

Totally Softer.

Totally Softer. by voiciamelia featuring floral jewelry

Pretty Stranger.

Pretty Stranger. by voiciamelia featuring bronze jewelry

This.

Next time you point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror.

Chillin' Out.

Chillin' Out. by voiciamelia featuring heart jewelry

An artwork from a foreign photographer. Thankyou, Mr.

Voila!

Voila! by voiciamelia featuring a gold cross ring

Us in about 7 years later.

I want to marry you. As soon as possible! I want to have kids with you ----2 kids, a boy named Emilio and a girl named Enisha, remember? :) I want to have an amazing honeymoon to Europe&Singapore with you. I want to have a beautiful house with you, with a mini flower garden with a pond in it. And 2 car in our garage. I want to decorate our house with you. I want to sleep with you, hug you, smell you all night everyday. I want to make a breakfast for you and our kids on the morning. I want to give you a kiss&hug every morning before you go to work. I want to go shopping with you. I want to go to anywhere when it's saturday night until midnight. I want to go on a vacation to another country with our kids. I want to have a sleepover with you, tell stories&jokes with you, cuddle with you. I want to have a shower with you. I WANT TO LIVE WITH YOU UNTIL THE REST OF MY LIFE.

Little Rude.

Little Rude. by voiciamelia featuring metal bangles

Adore Me.

Adore Me. by voiciamelia featuring chunky rings

....

I said I just wanna be me. But on the other side, I wanna be someone else..

I repost this from my sister's blog, Vavademeter :)

Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?

- No, actually. But I said that to him then he left.

Your relationship status?

- I'm fucking taken!

Where did you meet your crush(es)?

- Usually at school.

Have you ever lost a close friend?

- OFTEN. But not lost, yet they just disappear..

Do you smoke weed regularly?

- None.

Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?

- Yes, actually! :)

Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?

- No, they wouldn't. But they will if I were in a relationship with..... nevermind.

When was the last time you really laughed?

- Recently. With my freakin' silly boyfriend <3

Something is wrong. First guy you turn to?

- Him.

First girl you’d turn to?

- Absolutely, my mommy.

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?

- A lot.

Angry at anyone?

- A parasite in my house... screw him.

What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?

- Till I found he behaves like a jerk.

When was the last time you cried really hard?

- That night when I missed my boyfriend so much and I thought a lot of things about him :')

Is there anyone you would do anything for?

- Yes, my mommy.

Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?

- I forgot. Because I don't even call anyone for a long time :\

What is your favorite song?

- Recently, Ignorance-Paramore & Jet Lag-Simple Plan feat. Natasha Bedingfield.

Do you like Red Bull?

- I don't even ever taste one, teehee T.T

How many people can you tell just about everything to?

- My boyfriend, my siblings, and my mommy.

Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

- YES, I EVER SAW IT&WISHED MY WISHES ONCE!!! :)

Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?

- A lot and lot and lot and lot.. :)

Describe yourself in one word.

- Weird.

Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?

- Nope.

Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?

- Yes, my lil brother :\

Do you rebound?

- Nope.

Ever cheated on someone?

- Once, but I'm not interesting on cheating. A cheater is a loser.

What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?

- Find someone else :) they were meant to be.

Do you act differently around the person you like?

- Yes, I act stupid & awkward.

Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?

- My boyfriend.

Is it hard to make you laugh?

- The opposite!!! So easy to make me laugh, sometimes I even laugh at something that's not funny at all.

Who was the last person to make you mad?

- I forgot.

Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?

- BIG NO. Even if he does, I would never want to.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?

- I guess yes.

Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?

- The fuck??

Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?

- AFGDFIJKGFDMGS. YES, PLEASE.

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?

- Yes, my mommy.

Is your best friend a slut?

- Recently, fucking true. LOL. but she's not my bestfriend anymore ;)

Are you happy with life right now?

- A lil bit.

Are you still in love with your ex?

- NO.

Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?

- Maybe, Idk. right?

Have you ever had your heart broken?

- Yes, of course.

Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

- Yes, and I never mean it. I never want to break anyone's heart.

Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?

- Yes.

Where is your best friend?

- I have similar yet can't called as best friend, but close friend.

Something you’re happy about?

- My family & my love life & my dreams :)

How is your heart lately?

- Blooming, blooming, blooming all day :3

Honey dew.

Honey dew. by voiciamelia featuring wool hats

Craving list.

- ramen noodle. I've been taste it once with my school-mates and the ramen doesn't taste good :| gonna find some recommendation for a good ramen. noommm
- wedges! gotta find the cheap yet comfortable one :)
- tees. I wanna visit the flea market&the shop which sell cheap tees soon!!! with my mom, actually. 'cause I even have no money to buy :{
- good coffee. I realized I didn't drink coffee for a long time. but I gotta find a nice&cozy coffee shop then gonna visit it with my friends & boyfie <3

Mono Summer.

Mono Summer. by voiciamelia featuring peep toe sandals

Daisy Night.

Daisy Night. by voiciamelia featuring a mink jacket

Twist And Shout!

Twist And Shout! by voiciamelia featuring black suspenders

Dirty Lil Secret.

Dirty Lil Secret. by voiciamelia featuring a cable knit beret