On 27th of October 2011, SMA Negeri 6 Yogyakarta held its 62nd birthday bash! :) It was pretty cool and I love the event 'cause the students was allowed to wear themes costume like a carnival. And my class had a Preppy Look theme. And fyi, I was a mascot of my class with Enda&I participated on the fashion show event, it was a lil bit awkward but I like it either haha ;)

I wore pink headband, red-black glasses, pink watch, black belt, some necklaces, white shirt, black leather blazer, plaid skirt, black stocking, and black lil oxford shoes ;)))

The carnival's begin! Let's walk!

Me, Enda, Zia, Fuid.

We're having fun so much!

Me & Enda. Yeah, we're the mascot!

In front of The Tugu of Jogja! This was the first time I touched the Tugu, I was so exciteeeddd! T.T

Before the fashion show event. Whoa.

Voilaaaa! This is Me & Enda, doing catwalk. Awkward but funny! Hahaha ;)

Thanks to XI IPS 3. I love you all, guys! You guys are awesome :* :)

Lihat ke luar.

Jendela menghempas-hempas liar seperti ingin lepas.
Tirainya mengamuk namun tetap saja tidak bisa mengontrol diri.
Mengapa tidak bicara pada angin?
Mungkin dia bisa mendengar.
Udara panas yang berhembus pada pikiran-pikiran yang dingin, yang menjadi hangat namun berkeringat.
Serpihan kata-kata nyinyir yang mereka lontar, tidak seberapa seperti peluru yang meluncur pelan.
Peristiwa tragis itu hanya Tuhan yang mengatur. Namun haruskah aku percaya bahwa ada hal baik dibalik ini semua? Ya, sepertinya.
Sejak peristiwa itu pun, aku sesungguhnya ingin mati. Belati sudah ada di depan mataku, tinggal kuhantam saja ke bagian tubuhku. Namun aku berpikir, bahwa semua yang ada itu harus disyukuri, yang paling busuk sekalipun.
Semoga saja aku bisa mengatasi semuanya. Walaupun hidup hanya bergerak naik turun. Semoga saja aku tidak di bawah selamanya. Mungkin ini bukan do'a, tapi...semoga saja terkabul.

"Sebenarnya hidup ini hanya seperti pesta kostum." -Angga

COOL GAMES I KNOW.

• The Sims
• Assasin's Creed
• Splinter Cell
• Grand Thef Auto
• Harvestmoon
• Call Of Duty
• Def Jam
• L.A. Noire
• Point Blank
• Fatal Frame
• The Godfather
• Prototype
• Dance Central
• and many more..

I love games, but I usually just don't have time to play games :(

Love Story.

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you


This song's dedicated to : SA

Prokrastinator.

Pagi itu sangat nyinyir. Aku terbangun kaget. Di pikiran terbayang wajah pucatnya dan terbaring di kasur rumah sakit tua. Namun malaikat pencabut nyawa ternyata selama ini mencarinya. Mobil putih siap membawanya pulang ke pangkuan Yang Kuasa. Walau raga terbungkus kain kafan dan tanah sekarang, tetap terbayang senyum tegar yang berbinar. Selalu.
Disini sepi, ayah. Hanya teriakan-teriakan dari mulut yang diam. Hanya siluet manusia-manusia anti peduli. Rindu ini seperti hujan, ayah. Selalu datang dan tak pernah habis..
Namun, tenanglah disana.

Tangled Magic Flower.

Flower, gleam and glow, let your power shine, make the clock reverse, bring back what once was mine..
Heal what has been hurt, change the fates' design, save what has been lost, bring back what once was mine.. What once was mine..

See me crawl.

Upside down!

Accidentally close up.

@ My bro's crib.

Taken with : Canon 50D

Letter to Dean.

Dear Dean,

Hi, baby. How are you? It's been 4 years since you left me. Now I sit beside your grave, writing a letter to you. I miss you so much. I bring you Dominic, your son, our son. He's okay now. He says that you don't have to worry about him. 

Did you remember, 5 years ago? That moment... I love when you pushed me off to the wall, you kissed me, hard. Then told me that you love me for the rest of your life. Then you held my hands which was getting wet but you didn't care, you held them firmly. Then you smiled, whispered "we're gonna be a spouse. Together forever. I love you, Helena." I cried. Then we made out in that bed all night. I don't have to be scared 'cause you're right there for me. I love you, Dean. Most.

----Helena & Dominic

To : R.I.P. Dean Bonham

Ini buat dia aja.

Hai, objek perasaan sayang.
Bisakah aku memelukmu dibalik hujan?
Aku ingin merasakan kehangatanmu diantara rasa yang bergumul hebat di dadaku.
Bisakah aku mengecup keningmu? Semenit saja.
Mungkin bisa saja aku melayang sampai kepalaku terpentok langit.
Bisakah aku membangunkanmu di pagi hari di saat kamu menutup matamu dengan nyenyak?
Aku suka melihat kamu tidur, kamu lucu sekali. Karena kamu terlihat sangat nyaman dengan tidurmu itu.
Bisakah aku meninabobokkan kamu diantara lagu pengantar tidur yang paling pelan sedunia?
Aku ingin melihat kamu tidur di pangkuanku walaupun pahaku ini nggak seempuk bantal di kasurmu.
Diantara rasa ingin ini dan kata-kata yg mungkin sedikit tidak jelas yang aku tulis disini, kesimpulanku hanya satu,
aku sayang kamu. Karena buat aku, kamu patut disayang.

Dedicated to : SA.


------Amalia Alana Hapsari